Please keep me anonymous,im a guy who was born in 1999.

Please keep me anonymous,im a guy who was born in 1999. I have been single for over 4 years. Reazon because my last girlfriend wanted to give me a handsball,but later confessed that im not the father,so since then i decided to leave them girls alone,now since 2 years back them girls have been rejecting me. Im short,shy and intorverted,is that the reason why girls rejects me. Also my family at home dont accept the girls who dont meet societal standards,so two young girls were attracted to me,so i decided to leave them because the comments from my family.Also the girls of my age group,the mostly have babies and i dont have. So i dont want a girl who has a child but now im thinking taking them once cz ziyasha bra